Private · Personal · Total Confidentiality

Everyone leans on you.
Who holds you?

For the executives, the founders, the ones on stage, the ones everyone else calls when it falls apart. You carry rooms, companies, families, followings — and there is almost no one you can be unguarded with. This is that room. No assistants. No AI. No team. Just you, and thirty years of someone who has sat with people exactly like you.

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What you say here stays here.

Not endless talking. Solutions.

Your body has been holding what your mind won't say out loud. Every level of private work includes something built for you specifically — not a framework pulled off a shelf.

A Mantra, Written for You

Not a stock phrase. Words built from what you've actually told me, for the moment you need them most.

Mudras & Somatic Exercise

Specific hand positions and body-based practices, matched to what you're carrying — physical tools, not just talk.

Designed for Your Body

Thirty years of somatic therapy means the work is built around your issue, your history, your nervous system — not a generic protocol.

"I can sit with someone deeply religious, someone spiritual but undefined, a philosopher, an atheist, or someone who has never had words for what they believe — and meet every one of them inside their own world."

I don't offer a framework, and I'm not selling you a philosophy. I've spent thirty years studying religions, spiritual traditions, and philosophies across the countries I've lived in. That means nobody has to translate themselves for me first — whatever you believe, or don't, I already speak it.

* Live 1:1 sessions are conducted in English, Dutch, or French. Other spoken languages require an interpreter — arranged by you, or by Kevin on request.

People who cannot be named.

Every client here works under the same vow of privacy you would. These are shared only with their permission, and only ever without identifying detail.

"I have advisors for my company and nobody for myself. Kevin is the only person I've ever said the real version of things to — and the only one who never once made me feel managed."

— CEO, Chinese Manufacturing Group

"I built an empire and forgot how to feel anything in my own body. What changed wasn't the advice. It was that for the first time, someone wasn't afraid of who I am."

— One of Asia's Wealthiest Self-Made Businesswomen

Placeholder quotes — swap in your clients' approved words whenever you're ready.

Choose how close this gets.

Thread is instant. Everything above it starts with a private conversation, so I know I'm the right person for what you're carrying before we begin.

Thread
Written · Async

For the ones who process best in writing, whenever the moment hits — 2am, on a plane, mid-crisis.

  • Unlimited written messages, answered by Kevin personally
  • A mantra written for you alone
  • Text only — no calls, no group, no exceptions
$2,222 / 6 mo
Begin — 6 Months
$3,333 / 12 mo
Begin — 12 Months
Voice
Text + Voice

Everything in Thread, plus voice — for what's too heavy, or too private, to type out.

  • Everything in Thread
  • Voice messages, both directions
  • Mudra practice guided by voice, matched to what you're carrying
$4,444 / 6 mo
or $6,666 / 12 mo
Apply for Voice
8 Spots
Mirror
Live Video

Face to face, on a screen. The deepest ongoing work — capped, so it stays what it is.

  • Everything in Voice
  • Live video sessions with Kevin
  • A custom somatic exercise sequence, designed for your specific issue
  • Priority access between sessions
$8,888 / 6 mo
or $13,333 / 12 mo
Apply for Mirror
4 / Year
Pilgrimage
In Person · 3 Days

Three days, one on one — in Southeast Asia, or I come to you.

  • 3-day private intensive, entirely one on one
  • A full somatic protocol, built and taught in person
  • A full year of Thread-level remote access included
  • Southeast Asia — or Kevin travels to you
  • This fee covers the work only — travel and accommodation, in either direction, are always on you
$11,111 one-time
includes 12 months of Thread access
Apply for Pilgrimage

Mirror and Pilgrimage aren't capped to look exclusive. They're capped because there is only one of me, and a limited number of hours and weeks in a year.

Kevin Polak, Southeast Asia

Southeast Asia.

Three days, fully private, entirely yours. No retreat group, no schedule but the one built around what you need.

If leaving isn't possible — if a trip like this would be noticed, or the timing simply doesn't work — I come to you instead. Same three days, same work, anywhere in the world.

Either way, the fee is for the work itself. Transportation and accommodation — whether you travel to me or I travel to you — are entirely your own cost, never included in the price.

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Thirty years. Thousands of rooms.

Kevin Polak is a choreographer, somatic therapist, author, and creator who has lived and worked across Asia and Europe for over two decades — bridging Eastern and Western wisdom traditions, rooted in the body.

30+
Years of Practice
2,500+
Clients Worked With
3
Languages, Live 1:1
100%
Confidential

Tell me what you're carrying.

This isn't a sales call request — it's how I make sure I'm actually the right person before we begin. I read every application myself.